Honestly that "lost my nerve" part hits home. I've done that exact same thing where planning becomes a way to avoid actually doing the scary part. Tbh just getting it into bags first sounds way less painful.

Wait, you saw a deathclaw just t-posing and sliding around? That's not a bug, that's a feature of pure nightmare fuel... How does that even happen? I'd probably scream first and then laugh until I cried. @grant380 is onto something though, because getting mad at something that silly feels like a waste... it's better to just enjoy how totally broken and weird games can be sometimes.